I Heart Benefit

Different kind of post than usual today, but it's something I've been wanting to write about for a while now. You can blame all the beauty gurus I've been watching on YouTube and following here on Blogger!

A couple of months ago I was wandering around Meadowhall on one of my days off from uni when I decided to take a gander inside the giant Boots they have in there, and as usual, I got attracted to the bright colours and general prettiness that is the Benefit counter. I had been wanting to use foundation in my make up routine for a while now, but as I had never gone near it before, I had no idea what shade would suit me or how to even apply it (sounds silly saying that now!) I got talking to the make-up girl and so she sat me down and tried some of their products on me. I've had my make up done at the Benefit counter before (I must admit though, they do go a bit crazy and slap it on you sometimes) so I already had an idea of what I wanted, but it was great seeing a range of their products and how they looked on me.

I stuck with my mission of wanting to buy a foundation, but I also wanted a primer as well, so this is what I ended up with:

The foundation is Hello Flawless Oxygen Wow Brightening Makeup (that's a mouthful!) in the shade 'Honey'. It's not the lightest shade but I think it's the second or third along, and I was quite surprised that my skin has gone so pale. I think it's all these years living in England, I need a couple years in warmer, brighter climes to get my olive skin back! But I digress, the foundation is a perfect match for my skin tone, it has great coverage and, the best part, it brightens my eyes up so much! I know it's got 'brightening makeup' in the title, but I was still amazed at the results. I have a naturally quite dark eye area, not to mention prominent bags and lines, so this foundation does wonders in making me look more bright and awake, especially on days where I've had little or disrupted sleep, making the whole eye situation even worse.

Coupled with this I also bought The POREfessional PRO Balm Primer. I'll admit, I don't really have that visible pores, on the whole I think I actually have some pretty good skin, but as I've mentioned before I have quite a few lines under my eyes, and this does the trick. Though it doesn't eliminate them completely, it does give the appearance of a much smoother finish which you can't go wrong with. Not to mention that it really makes the make up stick, which is great since I'm a big fan of bronzer.

how it looks on (apologies for the vacant expression)

Two months down the line, and I am extremely happy with my purchases. In fact, I even know what my next one from Benefit will be! The make up girl used an amazing moisturiser on me before applying my make up, and slipped a sample of it my bag when we were at the counter. It's the b.right Triple Performing Facial Emulsion with SPF 15 (what is it with Benefit and their long names) and I must say, it's amazing. It feels so refreshing on my skin and not at all oily. Even under my make up it felt so fresh and wonderful, I was sad to see my sample run out. I really can't wait to finish my current moisturiser so I can run out and buy this!

The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky

Left: original cover published in 1999, Right: new cover 2012

"And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.

Love always, 

Charlie"

All the best books have a line where they ponder infinity (see: The Fault In Our Stars), and this one is just something else. The Perks of Being a Wallflower is a coming-of-age story written in an epistolary narrative, told through letters through the narrator to an anonymous person. The narrator in question, who goes by the alias 'Charlie', is a shy, introspective misfit who is about to embark on his freshman year of high school. And he is anxious to say the least, considering his only friend, Michael, committed suicide only a few months before. Charlie is our wallflower, standing by and watching others live their lives from the sidelines.

One thing I really loved about this book is Charlie's innocence. Surprisingly, I was unsure about it at first. All throughout the first part of the book I kept thinking, 'how can someone, who is nearly sixteen, be this sensitive and so... naïve?' I understood that Charlie was different from his peers, being someone who didn't fit in very well at school herself, I could relate to him, but I just couldn't wrap my head around how someone could be so mature, yet so child-like at the same time. But as I progressed through the novel and got to know Charlie, I started to 'get' him. I started to understand that he just thought differently to everyone else - he was kind, introspective, completely selfless, and just down right positive about life. I will admit that at certain points of the book, I started to question the way I looked at certain things in my life, mostly about the things I got angry at, and how there is no reason to hold onto anger.

As we reach the end of the novel, we start to realise why Charlie is the way he is, why he thinks and feels the way he does, and why he is not all that well. Reading this book was like going on a journey, and at various point I felt like I was living Charlie's life right with him. It was a pleasure watching him grow and adapt and 'participate' during this year of his life, and after a while, it kind of felt like the 'dear friend' he was writing t was me. That may sound completely pathetic and cliched but it did. In many ways, I felt like I connected with Charlie the way I haven't connected with other characters from books I love, but in other ways, I felt the complete opposite. I still haven't figured out if I have become 'a filter or a sponge' towards this book yet.

The supporting characters were all great too, although some were slightly forgettable even when I was glued to the book. Another thing Charlie and I seem to share in common is that we seem to connect better with older people, in his case seniors and step-siblings Sam and Patrick, and Charlie's English teacher Bill. Charlie's friendship with Sam and Patrick is the kind of friendship I wan to have in my life (minus the unrequited love, perhaps. And I really loved Charlie's relationship with Bill, it's not your standard student-teacher relationship, but they're not friends to the extent that it becomes weird or suspicious. We have to credit Bill for pushing Charlie to participate in life and to push him to think and write differently in his essays (and Chbosky for educating us with some fantastic literature).

The ending made me feel sad, yet happy at the same time, which is quite confusing but I kind of like it. You really have to hand it to Chbosky, not every writer can make you feel content yet sad yet hopeful all at the same time. It takes a skilled writer, one who truly loves and cherishes his characters, to stir such emotions.

Perks is a tumultuous account of love, loss, family, sex, drugs, homosexuality and friendship. It's easy to read, thought-provoking and not too pretentious. It's definitely a book that caters to a more youthful market (perhaps 14 - 18/19), but I don't think that will stop someone who's a bit older from enjoying it too. I would recommend it to anyone who's looking for a good read. And I will definitely go see the film and write a review in comparison (is it even in cinemas anymore? I haven't been in ages!)

Lastly, on a completely unrelated note, I'm so so sorry for the lack of posts! I keep meaning to update this blog but I've been so unbelievable busy in the past couple of months that it's overwhelmed me a bit. But writing this review (as an escape from all the work I should be doing and the stress I'm under, might I add), I've remembered how much I really love blogging, and actually how relaxing it is, so I will definitely be updating with new posts soon! I can't promise how regular they'll be (you know me), but Christmas holidays are just around the corner, so you never know!